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[Jan. 10th, 2008|01:06 pm] |
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| | A Perfect Circle, Tool, and Crux | ] |
| What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Gamer/Computer Nerd You enjoy the visual stimulants of a video game, chatting on AIM, or reading online comics. Most of these types of nerds are considered dirty who lack hygeine, of course they always end up being the ones who make a crapload of money. And don't worry, that's just a stereotype; I'm not calling you dirty. ^_~ | | Literature Nerd | | | Drama Nerd | | | Musician | | | Social Nerd | | | Science/Math Nerd | | | Anime Nerd | | | Artistic Nerd | | What Be Your Nerd Type?
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| Hate Me.... |
[Aug. 27th, 2007|07:17 am] |
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| |  sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hate Me by Blue October | ] |
I hate, and very much love this song. I hate it, cause well.. its true... and I love it, cause, I want to learn from it...
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
~Hate Me-Blue October |
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| Something other than a b*tch... |
[Aug. 9th, 2007|06:12 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | My closet | ] |
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| | Chipper for some damn reason | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Lateralus-MO F-ING TOOL! | ] |
Strange, I know, but eh, loading up LJ, and seeing all those comments doesn't make me want to check this place, so I thought of something a little more up beat. Soooooo.... I now live in Norcross, pretty close to the Office. Its a pretty nice swanky pad, BEHOLD THE POWER OF A HOT TUB! Damn skippy, its nice, 6 seater too! woo. Uhm... Lets see... I've got a couple of months to get my shit straight, and I WILL have it straight. It sucks I lost my old house, cause well, it made me lose my stability, lose the chance to be with my daughter, because I couldn't fulfil things Bekah wanted me to. (Not even gonna start on Meejay, thats fallen on Deaf Ears...)
ANYHOW, uhm... yeah... once we get the place more "pretty" heh, I think we are having some kinda house warming ish party type thingie yeah... should be... intriguing if it happens :). Uhm... to all the people that read and care, much love. For those of you who read, and don't care, eh. And for those of you who do nothing... CONGRATULATIONS... u still do nothing :)
~Jackyll |
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| Let it all out in the Open |
[Mar. 17th, 2007|12:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | My Fucking House! | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cake-Friend is a Four Letter Word | ] |
This is no holds bar. I want, each one of my friends, who thinks ANYTHING about his, post on it.
So...... I've been dealing with something the past few days, and I just broke over it. Everyone knows about the "Meejay" situation. She won't talk to me, I found out she is afraid of me (I don't know why, anyone know why? am I scary?), and she thinks that I'm the same ole' Jackyll that was in SC.
First... NO way in hell I'm that piece of shit, worthless, non caring, non attention giving, bastard that I was. Yes, I was that. Sorry it ever got close to that bad (she was supposed to tell me if things got bad, that was part of our relationship from the beginning). Anyhow...
The main reason is this. Nothing is set in stone, ANYTHING can happen. That ALSO means that AS A HUMAN BEING, we can do different actions to get different solutions. This all pertains to my Brother Keith . He's..... a piece of shit. Everyone should agree that Family is over EVERYTHING else right? Even if you meet someone, doesn't matter, Flesh is Flesh right?
Try telling that to Keith... (please). I recently found out that Keith.... has been talking to Meejay more than friends.... In fact, as he puts it, its almost close to moving in time.... Thats pretty fucked up huh? My own flesh and blood, who I asked, MANY times, to just drop it with Meejay, just be friends... you're ripping my heart out bro by doing this. He doesn't care.
As family.... you don't cross that border with an ex.... you just don't. He did, and says that he's happy about it. He says that he still loves me, and this isn't about me anymore, that none of this should concern me. WTF....
My daughter... Kira.. who "I" had with Meejay.... might call him, her FUCKING UNCLE, Daddy..... wtf...... just wtf.... I would think... as a Brother, as family, hell, even as a friend, you wouldn't do that kinda thing, especially this early, this way, and just not give 2 shits per my feelings.....
If you are my friend, my family, anything @ all to me. Post here, Tell Keith what a fucktard he is for doing this...
~Jackyll |
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| Novel like posting |
[Mar. 15th, 2007|06:46 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Home FOO's! | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Alkaline Trio-Burn and Mercy Me | ] |
I didn't want to copy it back up, so click here and click on the blog thingie!
~Jackyll |
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| No More World of Warcraft |
[Feb. 10th, 2007|09:34 pm] |
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Yeah... thats right, no more, no mas, Nada damn thing. I deleted the WHOLE THING. Didn't get any money for it, just did it. To prove to MeeJay that I love her, and that I want to fix things. I really hope shes gets it that I am doing this for me, and for her.
~MeeJay's Jackyll |
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| Life as I knew it, is over |
[Jan. 19th, 2007|08:54 pm] |
Don't ask, I won't tell. For all my friends... I wish you the best in life. I really do. I hope everyone has what they want in life, its what they deserve. I know what I deserve... I guess I finally got it....
~J |
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| Court |
[Mar. 15th, 2006|10:33 am] |
So... ... ... I went to court today. It wasn't actually court, it was an office with a nice lady in it, working w/ me on things. (I DID SHOW) so, I pay $243 a month, which I WILL pay. So... going to get my new apartment today, and get my old job back as a courier ;) SO yeah!!!!
Btw-Bekah-Do not post anymore degrading things about me in your posts at all. You got what you wanted, and soon I will have Kelsey back in my life, so you and Eric can do whatever you want. And... DON'T say anything bad about MeeJay, or there will be issues ;)
~Jackyll |
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| And then there was Court |
[Feb. 22nd, 2006|09:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | numb | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tourniquet- Marilyn Manson | ] |
Yes Court... yes ladies and gentlemen, she did it... I actually have the papers here in my hands.... Not sure that she would ever quite go through w/ the whole thing, but she did. The Court date is March 15th, 2006. For those of you who know me and her, and wish to help my side of things, please send me mail, e-mails, anything that you think could help. I'm guessing that because I got the papers, so did she, and a quizy thing that she posted is gone now, due to the fact that it had a drug reference in it, oh well... can't the judge subpoena online things too??? Cause if thats the fact, then I might actually make it. Anyhow people, wish me the best, for I need it.
Its funny... my g/f is out of town which sucks but I'm dealing, 1 roomie is leaving this household, things were seeming to be a right, and I was almost to the point of being able to think about "her" w/o getting sick to my stomach, and be able to see my beautiful daughter Kelsey again, but then this happens.... Everyone knows where I work, and I'm guess so does she, so if you want to see me, see me over the next week, cause after that, I'm on hiadis |
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| A little Christmas cheer :D |
[Nov. 9th, 2005|11:05 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Very Amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Machinehead-Bush | ] |
Like Holy Hell this is good lol
(stole this from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) leiseengel)
'Twas the night before Christmas, when all though the shed,
All creatures were stirring, even old Ed.
The bodies were hung from the rafters above,
While Eddie was searching for another new love.
He went to Wautoma for a Plainfield deal,
Looking for love and also a meal.
When what to his hungry eyes should appear,
But old Mary Hogan in her new red brassiere.
Her cheeks were like roses when kissed by the sun
And she let out a scream at the sight of Ed's gun.
Old Ed pulled the trigger and Mary fell dead,
He took his old axe and cut off her head.
He then took his hacksaw and cut her in two,
One half for hamburger, the other for stew.
And laying a hand aside of her heel,
Up to the rafter went his next meal.
He sprang to his truck, to the graveyard he flew,
The hours were short and much work he must do.
He looked for the grave where the fattest one laid,
And started digging with a shovel and spade.
He shoveled and shoveled and shoveled some more,
Till finally he reached the old coffin door.
He took out a crowbar and pried open the box,
He was not only clever but sly as a fox.
As he picked up the body and cut off her head,
He could tell by the smell that the old girl was dead.
He filled in the grave by the moonlight above,
And once more old Ed had found a new love. |
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| New Icon Goodness ;) |
[Oct. 21st, 2005|12:33 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Like Sweet Happy :) | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Happy-Mudvayne | ] |
Enjoy I guess lol |
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| Well how the fuck about that |
[Oct. 20th, 2005|06:00 pm] |
You fit in with:
Humanism
Your ideals mostly resemble that of a Humanist. Although you do not have a lot of faith, you are devoted to making this world better, in the short time that you have to live. Humanists do not generally believe in an afterlife, and therefore, are committed to making the world a better place for themselves and future generations.
0% scientific.
60% reason-oriented.
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Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com
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| Eh :) |
[Oct. 19th, 2005|09:26 pm] |
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| Eh.. why not... |
[Oct. 18th, 2005|02:43 am] |
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| | Utter Jubilantion | ] |
Eh.. its 2:43 am here... its 3:43 for you Atlanta people. Work is.... eh.... not getting as much work in as I want, boss keeps giving it to the other guys... anyhow... On a much different and Happier note... I am MAD happy... I will tell you all soon about it though :) Don't worry :) all in good time.. SO... good night my peeps, I have to be up in 3 hrs... MUCH LOVE~ Jackyll |
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| Stolen Quote.... |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|03:07 pm] |
*~* The greatest mistake one can make in life is to be continually fearful of making one.*~*
Holy shit... That is the BEST quote! |
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| How I Feel |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|12:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Ehhh... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Rehab- Last Tattoo | ] |
Staind-Right Here
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting |
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| Ehhhh Why the hell not... |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|02:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Eh tired and bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The World is full of Stupid People | ] |
1.Name someone with the same birthday as you:
Her name was Jean Boykin. I used to work with her at her Mexican Rest in L5P.
2.Where was your first kiss?
My first kiss... jesus... damn that was a long time ago... I'd have to say somewhere in early Middle School.
3.Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
Have I, no, have I wanted to, OH YEAH
4.Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
.........
5.Have you ever sung in front of a large number of people?
Yeah... "The Devil went to Jamica..." :D
6.What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex?
Eyes, then face, then body, and if those add up :)
7.What really turns you on?
Catholic (?) School girl outfit :D, uhm,... a bath of Mt. Dew? LOL nah, anything nice, tight, and small. :)
8.What do you order at Starbucks?
Wouldn't be caught dead in one...
9.What is your biggest mistake?
*Edit* Myself lol
10.Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
No
11.Say something totally random about yourself.
Uhmmmmm Long hair... gets em every time.
12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
This is gonna be bad, but 2, First... John Lennon WOOT... and 2nd... eh... Helen Hunt? lol
13.Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
Hell yeah... cartoons RULE
14.Did you have braces?
nah
15.Are you comfortable with your height?
Too TALL, TOO TALL, I hit everything... I slouch on purpose
16.What is the most romantic thing someone of the opposite sex has done for you?
Got me Mt. Dew and socks for Christmas :D lol.. I dunno... its hard to say... haven't been treated well enough for someone to want to do that for me....
17.When do you know it's love?
There is a certain feeling... ya know it... but ya just knows...
18.Do you speak any other languages?
Yeah... German, Japanese, Gaelic, a couple of others...
19.Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
No
20.What magazines do you read?
Mags... huh... none
21.Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Yes... last one was a Rolls Royce Limo
22.Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
Yeah... Bliss....
23.Do you watch mtv?
Eh, not really, I pass it by every time
24.What's something that really annoys you?
Stupid People... ("So meet me at the mission at midnight, we'll divy up there...)
25.What's something you really like?
MT. DEW!!!!! heheh
26.Do you like Michael Jackson?
No, don't like child molestors
27.Can you dance?
Please don't watch lol
28.What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
13 days 12 hrs, and about 24 min... ON nothing but pot and dew....
29.Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
Yes, when I was run over at 6....
30.Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
Hell yea I do... I just normally don't post or put any comments on it |
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